First Dawn
September 3, 2018
I’m close. I’m so close. The album is literally days from being mastered and completed. The artwork is coming together. The website is functioning. It’s so close.
I’m on the cusp of finishing. I feel great.
I’ve made friends along the way. In fact, I don’t think I’ve had this many friends at any point in my life before. I feel blessed, and I don’t want to let any of them down.
I’m pretty content. I’m 28. I have a relatively stable and normal life with a great boss. I’m paying off a huge bill for some Invisalign braces, which is a bummer. I had to sing some of the songs with it on, and it definitely makes me sound different. I can’t pronounce F’s or TH’s. Oh well.
But pretty much, life is fine. I’m the most over Nell and Elizabeth that I ever have been. I think writing the songs helped me sort out the feelings I was struggling with in my mind. I want them both to be happy.
Things are looking up! For the first time in pretty much my whole life, I’m excited by what my own life has yet to bring. I’ll be able to help others who’ve been stuck in the darkness soon. It’s only going to get better from here.