February 12, 2017
After I sent her that message last week, Elizabeth made a post on a reddit page. She wrote “it’s over” in capital letters. Maybe it wasn’t directed to me exactly, but I’ll take it as a hint.
Fine. I felt my brain sever that tie. I officially don’t care about that relationship anymore.
My confidence in my music is at an all time low. I’m filled with doubt and regret. It may be because I am sick. I have a really bad migraine and a sore throat.
But if I don’t have my music what’s the point? I’m going to finish my album no matter what, even if it ends up sucking. Nobody has disliked my music so far at least.
I’m thinking about naming my band or album Amused or Simply Amused as a tribute to Ashley.