Aug 30, 2020
Siobhan stopped coming to the coffee shop.
I want love so badly.
I want a home where I can cook good food with people I love, and make good music. That’s what it boils down to, I guess. And to just be nice to everyone.
It had to be with Nell. She felt like home to me. That didn’t really work out. The person who feels like home to me now is Siobhan. If she’s even half as great as I think she is, I’d be a fool to choose anyone else. I don’t know if I’ll ever see her again… but, isn’t it worth waiting for something so special?
Sep 7, 2020
Okay, so she didn’t stop coming to the coffee shop. There’s still hope! I just wish I had more courage… enough courage to just go talk to her without the army of butterflies fluttering in my way.
I don’t know if I’ll have any more chances left, so I’ve got to make the next one count.